I’m pretty disconnected in every sense of the word. I have lost my car, my family, my savings. I’m suffering at a dead-beat job, my best friend is moving out of our place, I have no wifi or phone. Christmas and the New Year look further and further away.
I want someone to talk to because at this time I’m feeling pretty shitty. I think the last good day I had was Thanksgiving. All I want to do is constantly drink and smoke. I’m exhausted by the mundane events that constantly occur. Yeah that’s it. I’m exhausted.
I don’t even know what I am doing anymore. Compared to five months ago, I have nothing at all. I am so sad. No one is listening. I’m trying, everyday. But it’s hard when you feel so alone. What did I do to lose track?
The first innovative bicycle path in the Netherlands will be paved with light stones that will charge during the day and emit light during the evening. The path will run by the home that Vincent van Gogh lived in from 1883-5